Monday, April 09, 2007

It's True!!!

China has only referred two days worth of log in dates. I received an email from my agency this morning confirming the information. I was very upset last week but have cooled off quite a bit. There are many dissapointments that happen in life and I can say this was a large one but it's not the end of the world and I will survive. Ultimately, Jerry and I will end up with a child, it's just a matter of when. I'm not sure where this serenity is coming from but I have the whole week off from work and it's a beautiful spring day in California. I can choose to be depressed and ruin my whole week and for that matter the rest of the month but this time I choose not.

I am grateful to be alive and able to hear the birds chirping and the smell the spring flowers. Jerry and I are even planning a mini vacation the first week in June since he has 5 days that he has to take before July. I don't know what the future holds as to when we will receive our referral, but I have a line to a song playing in my head. The verse goes, "pick yourself up, brush yourself off, and start all over again" and that my friends is exactly what I am doing.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh, Tanya. I just heard about this and couldn't believe my eyes. I then came to your website to see if you knew as well. I am glad to hear that you are serene, but COME ON now. The only guess I have for it being so slow is the fact that it was Chinese New Year and they got behind. I thought this was going to be YOUR month. On another note, one of my friends just met her daughter in China today. And, I remember how far away she felt (she had a September LID). Sending you peace and hugs for a wonderful week off.

Love,
Deb P.

Nancy said...

Congratulations, she is beautiful. Everything will be fin